Last post I mentioned how difficult things were going for me and that it was driving me crazy. Nature, God, my mother and brother, all helped me keep my sanity through this hard moment and my will pushed through the darkness to find solutions instead of being part of the problem. I am happy and grateful to have my stove back, a stove that I (unconsciously) hated for it was a gift from @choli 's parents back when we were together, and well, my sentiment towards them has high degree of bipolarity, ranging from love and gratefulness, to rejection and judgement. But today I chose Love! I choose Gratefulness! I don't know what my ever changing being and it's wandering through light and darkness will think in a while, it has this tendency to dive into an ugly perspective of everything, but I must cherish the moments when that's not happening and be grateful as fuck for everything that this life has given me, even the pain, the sadness, the loneliness. It would be great for life to go on without pain, but it would seem there's still a bit of a journey to get to that place, so better use it to learn, to grow, to expand, and to be more AWAKE!!
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