Hello everyone 👋
Welcome to my first entry post for the month of July on the #iamalive challenge. An initiative by @flaxz.
MEMORY CHUNK
When I was littler, while my mates was studying I was drawing comicses. While I was supposed to clean the house, I would watch ants carry a cockroach corpse from a spot in our room through to the sitting window out of the building. Not once
I'd watch and keep spiders up until noticing that no matter how close their webs are together they never go over the other spider's web no matter how close. For TV, I'd make man shaped forms from matress foams and footballers with bread seals and thread. My mom got used to never disposing juice cartons and coming home to meet a mess that you wasn't a mess to me.
Generra Abrahamoviç: For most of the time she was my public enemy, I and my sister started bonding then only when she made clothes for my men. My mom could relate with the footballers cause making them required no mess. Then I started having friends, meaning I started having critics majorly. Cause nobody understood what I was about and why? But I felt really normal because I already had a place I was comfortable in, My freaking big head.
I really was strong in it that every time I saw an illustration I would admire it until there's a story or sequel in my head. It was fine, but mom was not comfortable with talking to yourself.
She warned and she really tried to scare me as a child, mmtch!
Then she decided to help, she got me a drawing book.
And she made sure I never ever missed an episode of supa strikas from the first day she found out bout it. Christ! how I hate to just realize that. She probably was wondering how her child would fit in but she never ever accepted the way I was as a negativity. Up until now there's still a memory in the midst of my mind I can't completely get a good picture of.
So I keep drawing.
But regardless of so many signs I see and things I been through, whatever brought me up is never seeing negative. So I'm going to stay by that to overcome my anxieties and fears.
I can't be the way you are, I can't try. I can't be like everyone even when I have tried. I don't live inferior to anyone because I understood being unique early, also do I not live superior to anyone reasons the same as vice versa.
I just am.
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I am alive
Stay alive and lit 🔥.
