Hello everyone 👋
welcome to my entry post into the @Iamalivechallenge for today. As you all know me I'm always about that mixture of little of how my day went and more of how much thoughts I give to things. I really love to share things from my mind cause I want to be sure I connect with people in that level and that if there's anyone that understands me can gain one or two things or trash one or two things I talk bout here. I'm really making it known I'm open to all your thoughts.
Today for me was nicely structured with home chores, had to clean up and wash my clothes. Washing clothes is an activity I always accompany with listening to music, I really find it suiting, feels like having this fused makes the working process smoother in my mind and faster.
As I washed, thoughts streamed into my mind. How much I had done wrong to deserve yesterday's incidence. I really thought deeply- blaming myself and all till I found a finally came across a blame I couldn't place on myself. Now it was obvious to me that some many chances put to me where set so high so I could actually fail and be eliminated. To me I saw a goal to be achieved but what really was placed was a stoppage waiting till I understood it's sign.
Now that I had slowed down the vehicle, I had seen the truth- I was meant to stop. Washed until the evening and headed to meet Mom at her work place- she works at a school. When I got there she was resting from the days job, more like napping though. A little nap time for her and we were off to join the evening meeting at our church. At the church fellowship the message talked on struck me and added the missing piece to my realization. I had it all complete.
I had my lessons from all my battles, why did I ever have to go through some challenges at all? Why battles? I realized I needed to ease off. I need to place confidence on my unending source of strength and trust the process that made me who I am to take me where I'm supposed to be.
I don't need the way others run things, I need me my stuff. So everytime things is funny I just show what stuff I'm of genuinely. Trusting my process and giving myself to the true fact of others.
I hope you at least got one or two useful stuff from how today was for me. Really want to hear what @Jlufer things, @nineclaws and @ailindigo.
I'm very grateful to @flaxz for this great opportunity to share paradigms and parts of my world with everyone here in the we are alive community.
I am alive
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