The beginning of these posts was my My Life Just Hit a Brick Wall at High Velocity, on the Cusp of My 50th Birthday: Mid Life Crisis 101 post. I link that post because I want to give my readers some useful context for what I write in these posts.
Warm greetings all! 🙏 💚
I finally was able to get in touch with Tracy at La'akea today, and she told me that they are now full clear until February, and that she didn't know yet about March or April. That is really problematic. I'm supposed to leave where I'm staying now in Nanawale by the end of October, and La'akea is still the seemingly most aligned community for me. I guess I shouldn't have waited so long to get in touch with Tracy again. I have no idea what I'm going to do, or where I'm going to go yet. It is very disconcerting to me that my life is so unstable, transitory, and ungrounded presently.
I'm doing my best not to worry or stress myself about it, but I need to find a more appropriate and aligned location by the end of October. Yipes, again.
Aside from doing my Hive stuff, I went on a short plant-collection trip up to Kelly's property to get cuttings of a few of the more interesting Coleus clones (I also collected one interesting seedling). There are at least three very interesting, beautiful seedlings, of which I still want to collect cuttings. Working with plants always makes me feel better, and more aligned with my purpose.
On Hive today I did another Index4Index post, along with my entry for Shadow Hunters Community Contest/Show Me a Shadow: Round 239. And now I'm writing this post. Some days on Hive are quite busy indeed. 😉
Hive is like a full-time job for me now. With no longer any close relationship in my life, and being in such a limbo space here in Nanawale, I now devote a lot of time to Hive. It's for that reason that I've been doing so much better on Hive once again. I know I'll balance things out at some point again, but for now if I have the time, I'll invest it in my favorite blockchain ecosystem.
I know I say this often in these posts, but I really need to get myself and my life together again. I still feel reallly off, or outside of, my purposes and passions. Plants and Hive, those are basically the only things out here that hold strong passion for me here in Nanawale on a daily basis. Everything else is pretty uninspiring, for the most part.
Hive provides me, as I've mentioned, a sense of regularity and stability, as well as passion and excitement. That's a good combo in the very challenging transitory state in which I still find myself, and for that I'm obviously very grateful.
Something stuck with me from a conversation that I hade here on Hive today. Hive has overflowing abundance, potential, and opportunities, open to anyone, and yet to be able to avail ourselves of it we need patience, persistence, and consistency - disciple. For some of us, who perceived this mind-boggling amazingness pretty much as soon as we arrived here, dedicating ourselves to it with deep passion was almost immediate. Why do most people leave, and so few remain active on Hive, when there is so much abundance, potential, and opportunity for everyone? I don't know about others, but I know why I'm all in, for the long haul!
I'm going to say good night to y'all for the moment. Know that I deeply appreciate you all. Thank you for sharing this amazing Hive experience with me! 🙏 💚
All photos were taken with my Motorola G Power Android Phone.
Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚
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Signature image created by @doze, and the dividers made by @thepeakstudio, with all tweaked to their present form by me.
