THE WORLD NEAR ME
09.18 am I handed over the house keys and went out. I greeted S. and Pluto.
From today my life will be different.
The cot on which I slept will be removed, it will never be opened again.
Certainly S. waking up in the morning, he will no longer find me there with Pluto to ciccolar her and sleep until the alarm clock to go to the kindergarten.
Who knows what "that" will tell him.
I feel empty, but flounder. Who knows what will happen to Pluto.
Maybe I could love him more than what I gave him. I will miss.
Good luck companion of many walks. We slept together for nearly four years.
I warmed it because it is always cold.
Pluto you were never mine. We just found each other.
You were a toy that I picked up when "that" got tired and didn't want you anymore. Now I am the abandoned toy.
I'm leaving with my life locked in a white box. I have nothing left.
The sacrifices of 16 years made to create a future in which to be peaceful, all gone to her.
Dreams and plans wiped out by a shit law. I thrown into the street like garbage.
I arrived in Brescia with empty pockets and I leave Brescia with empty pockets. I have to find the strength to start over.
I am alone. Free but alone. I live a day at a time without thinking about tomorrow.
I am tired. I am tired but I have to keep swimming in order not to drown. I have to continue swimming to the shore of a beach to rest on.
It is cold and dark, but the certainty that the day follows each night gives me hope.
I go back to being myself and this is the most important thing of all.
I didn't want to walk today. but deep inside I know it's the right thing to do, so here I am.
the colors of the sunset relax me. The scent of flowers and very few people around at this time of this Easter day.
and my daily report.
I am alive and I am still here
-gidien-
This report was published via Actifit app (Android | iOS). Check out the original version here on actifit.io
Height190 cm |  | Weight100 kg |  | Body Fat% |  |
Waistcm |  | Thighscm |  | Chestcm |  |
- 
. Keep up the fantastic work
